Fuck everything about being grown up. I hate it. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I don’t even know how I managed to fuck this up, but I did. I have a line of credit from the bank so I can go to school and not have to work. They send me statements to tell me what my payment for the month is. For some reason I stopped getting statements, or they sent them to my parents house and my parents didn’t bother to tell me. I missed my October payment as a result. I now do not have access to this account and my normal account has -$10.76 in it. I have to pay rent in 2 days, I have a hydro bill to pay, and soon I’ll have an internet bill. Not to mention the fact that I don’t have food in my house. I don’t even know where the nearest bank is, all I know is that it’s not close or convenient. So now I have negative dollars in the bank and things that need to be paid. I feel sick. I can’t do anything right. I just fuck up everything I touch.
Now instead of trying to sort this out or working on my project I’ve barely started that’s due on Wednesday, I’m going to go cry in my room and do nothing.