I’ve got an assessment with a doctor on Monday to talk about medications. I’m nervous. I was looking forward to it and I was feeling good about it but now I’m not. I have such unbelievable anxiety around medication and, as much as I think I need something, the odds of me actually sticking to a medication regimen are slim. I don’t want to be cast back in the “noncompliant patient” role. I feel like my explanations about why I’m hesitant or scared to take anything are ever heard.
There might be the start of an infection in a cut on my arm. It’s not looking great right now. Awesome.